Who is God? Does He really love me as much as the Bible says? Does He still see me even though I am buried in my own shame and self pity hardly breathing life into my own existence? Does He know how much I hurt and that I struggle to muster up the strength for a will to continue life?
God, I love you for creating this beautiful masterpiece of love, lies, illusions, truths, deceptions, clarity, chaos and infinite perfection. You are not able to be bound by words, concepts or even illustrations that are larger than life and painted with the most vibrant colors on the largest canvasses. You are beyond the comprehension and consciousness of the human mind. You are the only thing that is real, that never fails, never leaves and never abandons us, even when we abandon you and forsake you for lunacy.