Who is God? Does He really love me as much as the Bible says? Does He still see me even though I am buried in my own shame and self pity hardly breathing life into my own existence? Does He know how much I hurt and that I struggle to muster up the strength for a will to continue life?
God, I love you for creating this beautiful masterpiece of love, lies, illusions, truths, deceptions, clarity, chaos and infinite perfection. You are not able to be bound by words, concepts or even illustrations that are larger than life and painted with the most vibrant colors on the largest canvasses. You are beyond the comprehension and consciousness of the human mind. You are the only thing that is real, that never fails, never leaves and never abandons us, even when we abandon you and forsake you for lunacy.
I desire to serve you, to please you, to praise you and spread the truth about you. As I have gotten to know you as my friend, warrior, protector, confidant, loyal companion and eternal love of all loves, I have slowly felt a shift in the foundational infrastructure in my heart. My words are softer, my desires are focused on the pure and the holy, and my eyes and ears set on the righteousness of the Lord. I feel peace when I meditate on your word, hold your spirit and truth close to my heart and let it infiltrate my soul. I love you Lord, rescue me from the depths of my own depravity into salvation.
God spoke to me and wrapped the entirety of my spirit with His love, omniscience and holy guidance in the following days after I sought His guidance in this matter of specific assistance. This is the only way that a human being can gain spiritual ascension and strength- through a specific prayer of the Holy Spirit to cleanse and refresh our life, break all curses in the name of Jesus Christ and prepare our minds and bodies with the magnanimous and omnipotent power found in the Word.
God was clear and convincing when He communicated to me the answer to my prayer. He manifested His truth and holy guidance in many different ways and through several different human beings that I was interacting intimately with at this time. God urged me to convey to His people that the ultimate pleasure, praise and glorification of Him is through each soul interacting with the Holy Spirit to CREATE something in the universe that can be used by fellow man and that human being for support, comfort, the fulfillment of spiritual passion and emotional growth. The creative process is the perfect way for man to immediately communicate with God and walk with Him in the way that He intended in the divine design. There is an absolutely perfect masterpiece of wondrous cellestial energy that exists in the soul of every living being on the planet that God created with a specific intention in mind and heart. However, it does not manifest itself without the active participation and consciousness of man and a deep and genuine desire for the human experience to be one that is dedicated to serving the will of God and sacrificial to the needs of man with a surrender to selfishness, wickedness and hedonism. Once this process is underway, it will transform the spirit from the inside out over time once a commitment to obedience and consistent practice of refinement and cleanliness of the Spirit from sin and demonic energies. The process is not instantaneous and requires patience, gratitude and a time period of unwavering faith in the Lord and trust in the process of spiritual rebirth.
CHILDREN OF GOD, YOU MUST ALWAYS SPEAK THE TRUTH AND COMMAND THE WICKED ONE TO LEAVE YOU ALONE BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER GIVE AWAY YOUR POWER AND CREATIVE GIFTS AND BLESSINGS TO A SPIRIT THAT IS WORKING TO ATTACK AND KILL THE LORD AND HIS KINGDOM OF RIGHTEOUSNESS. IT IS INCUMBENT ON THE PEOPLE OF GOD TO STAND UP FOR THE SPIRIT AND SOUL THAT IS BEING ATTACKED IN THE NAME OF EVIL AND DECEIT AND FIGHT THE ATTACK BY SPEAKING THE WORDS OF THE LORD GOD WHICH WILL BREAK THE CURSE AND WITCHCRAFT SPELL IMMEDIATELY. THIS IS NOT SOMETHING TO BE TAKEN LIGHTLY OR WITH ANY SORT OF LEISURE. IT IS A DIRECT COMMAND FROM GOD TO SPEAK OUT THE TRUTH WHEN A BELIEVER KNOWS THE ENEMY TO BE LYING AND ENGAGED IN DECEIT AND MANIPULATION OF THE TRUTH SO THAT HUMAN BEINGS ARE GUIDED TO TURN AWAY FROM GOD WITHOUT REALIZING THAT THEY ARE DOING THIS. GOD KNOWS THE HEART OF MAN AND WILL NEVER LEAVE HIS PEOPLE ALONE WITHOUT HIS GRACE, GUIDANCE AND SALVATION. KNOW THIS TRUTH AND SPEAK IT OUT TO THE UNIVERSE IN EVERY WAY THAT IS AVAILABLE.
WHEN HUMAN BEINGS ARE COMPLACENT, LAZY, APATHETIC AND OPERATING IN A PLACE OF IDLENESS, THE SPIRIT IS VULNERABLE TO ATTACK FROM THE ENEMY. HUMANS MAY STUDY THE WORD OF GOD AND KNOW THE TRUTH, BUT IF THEY CHOOSE TO IGNORE IT FOR THE SAKE OF A DESIRE THAT IS BORNE OF THE FLESH, THEY WILL EXIST IN A PLACE OF SPIRITUAL DEATH.
The other potent truth that the Lord revealed to me is that the children of GOD MUST HONOR THEIR SPIRIT AND STAND FIRM IN THEIR CONVICTION OF THE TRUTH THAT THE WORD OF GOD REVEALS. Right after God first redeemed Israel out of Egypt and the Israelites became his people, the first specific revelation of Himself that He gave them was that of healer. This attribute is stated in Exodus 15:26, where the LORD said to Israel, “For I, the Lord, am your healer.” This word means in Hebrew, your doctor.
How important and crucial it is to understand and believe that the healing power of God can only come from the Word that does not change, cause confusion or ever cease to be perfect.